I've been finding it really hard to write anything about our lives lately. The constant stress that we are living under is really taking it's toll; on me, on Steve and even on the boys in an indirect way, as we are trying to keep the seriousness of our situation from them. It's eating into our relationships with each other and our family dynamics. I can't really talk about Steve's emotional state and in fact I'm not even sure I can describe what is going on in me! I'm very, very tired. No matter how much sleep I get, I feel shattered most of the time. My hair is falling out, my nails are peeling and I'm getting some seriously bad headaches. I'm a physical wreck!!!
There is some good news. The job that I interviewed for, and didn't get, got in touch a few weeks ago and offered me a part time position. Which is great, and I am really excited about it, but it makes little to no difference to our financial situation. The Splat Centre (http://www.splatcentre.co.uk/) opens on Saturday the 5th of May and I will be working 10 - 20 hours a week. I am hoping that it will be more hours rather than less, but only time will tell. I am really looking forward to being back in the workplace after a long 8 years, even though the job itself is nothing particularly challenging. And it's recent work experience on my CV. So, yay!
(thats me ending on a positive note...)
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